Something I Could Never Have

 I'm a Geminian. This is a fact about myself:
 Gemini:
 "You are a contradiction in many ways but people love being around you,
 You clever and witty girl!
 Hardly anything worries you or keeps you quiet --
 You just love to gab!
 But people don't rely on you for much. They know that with your many talents,
 you just can't seem to decide on almost anything!
 You love expressing yourself, abhor boredom,
 and have strong opinions that are usually right --
 but girl, you just keep changing your mind! 

 They said, Opportunity comes "once" in a lifetime and Expect to the UNExpected. ~ Hell Yeah. Sometimes what we expect more is inversely proportional to the thoughts of what we were trying to happen next. Luckily, I just become one of the Intel Computer Clubhouse Ambassador. Take note, I'm a representative of our country to attend for a 2006 Teen Summit Conference. It is a gathering of youth from different Computer Clubhouses worldwide and takes place in Boston, MA every two years.
 
  In that experience, I learned alot about Technology. The advanced stuffs about Robotics although it's complicated to learn being an Uber Noob :-) Museum Of Science has a strong impact to my careeer when I had the chance to interact with those Bigtime Scientists, Incredible Engineers, Stunning Programmers, Developers, and other Professionals. From that Opportunity, little by little my dream career developed. I wished to study in Massachussetts Institute of Technology (MIT).
 
  ...and some said, Dreams are not true, they are just the second dimension of your daily routine =(
 
  As time goes by, I became weak. I dunno why. When I dreamed to be like this or that, ~ somebody bothers me alot. Oh Psychotic Camill :D
 
  I can't blame someones pasts even it hurts me lot but acceptance is the best answer. My patience is too long and I can still handle it although it rips my heart out.